Everything is [perfect] now..

okay, so here i am pondering, like always. my mind is constanly working, and here i am stuck on a certain subject that im going to throw out there.

Cheating? Where do u stand? Once a cheater always a cheater? Do u still love some one for it? Okay, refering back to my previous post of LOVE, okay lets just all assume were in love for the sake of argument....

so if the person you love cheats on you, do u take them back? what if they were srunk? does being under the influence make the pain any easier? i for one believe that when your drunk your true colors show. someone may say "oh i was horny and wanted sex and u weren't there..." Bull fucking shit!! if you truly love someone, you'll only want them no matter what influence your under.... hypnotizism is something completly different....

does cheating once alwaya make you a cheater? i have to say nay. i believe iy depends on the reaction you get... here's a story: i cheated on my boyfriend with a girl. hefound out, confronted me, we moved on. i cheated again, i told him, he got over it and moved on. i broke up with him for the girl. NEVER ONCE CHEATED ON HER. i cheated on the boyfriend because i was unhappy and looking for somethig different, and i found it.

People who cheat are looking for something they don't have. But this raises the situation: after the naughty deed has been done, they sometimes (mostly) go back to their previous lover claiming they love you, it was a mistake, they'll never do it again... yada yada. But there is still the question: DO YOU TAKE THEM BACK?!?!!?

I am convinced that it is a 50/50 chance. it depends on the lover whom was cheated on. if my lover of past tense cheated on me, i would still take her back, but if my future girlfriend cheats on me, i have no idea what i'll do. Maybe i would be asking her to cheat so i have a reason to break up with her. Or maybe i will take her back, i cannot say yet, i do not have a said girlfriend to test this thory on. so i don't kno when i'll know...


just my late night thoughts.... good night <33


Beau