so while i was watching my favorite lesbian based TV show, the L word, i was thinkin of the whole concept of love. it is so complex that the only way to feel it is through another strand of conplex emotions. i once was in love, with a girl no less. i have her to thank for a lot of who i am, and what i desire to be. So thanks Mocha Bear. =) Any hooters....
Love:
it is such a wonderful euphoric feeling. we all like to think we love. we love our puppy, we love our parents, we love our frineds, but are we in love with them. I love my friends dearly, but i would never want to sleep with them and wake up next to them everyday for the rest of my life. My dear love that broke my heart i would have been happy for the rest of my life with her. Thanks to her, i am very confident in my "negative lifesytle." She is not the focus of this blog, so moving on....
since i am gay, i cannot get married in all states. well you may say "beau, go to Canada or Mexicao, or Europe" or where ever. I would, but upon my return to the lovely land of the free, home of the brave, the marriage liscence would be invalid and not given proper credit. so i say BULLSHIT!! we [we being the gay community] love too! personally, i believe that we love so much stronger than straight people. We have to search harder (in most cases) and when we find someone we love we hold them dear for forever!! i still hold my ex girlfriend in higher esteem then i do my ex boyfriends.... (i think im gay... =p)
right now i lack the words and emotions for what all i want to say. so as of now... too da loo!
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